i like that moment when things so evidently change

you don’t really plan for it.
and for somebody who lives and dies by the bounds of a paper calendar; this surprises me the most.

i welcome the pure saturation of feelings. sensations so intense that just having the smallest brush of one another soothes things gone awry. 

it’s a moment that things so evidently change. 

a powerful twist in time where somebody else hoists my heart into their hands and i know damn well; this will either be the best or most tragic thing i experience.