i was sad on a sunny day,

i threw it all away.

i prayed for warmer days and i finally got one and i didn’t even get to fully feel the heat on my skin. i saw the rays of light fighting my blinds as i was losing a battle to my sheets.

i barely left my home, i barely left my room.

i was sad on a sunny day.

i wasted it away.

much later in the afternoon, i don’t know what happened, but i put on my shoes and i shut the door behind me. i needed to step outside for a moment before the day ended.

i looked at the setting sun and felt what was left of the day as a warm breeze hit my chest. i realized that i had once again lost what i needed while keeping what i didn’t.

you made me sad on a sunny day.

stay away, stay away.

the sun has been kissing me in ways you never did, baby. i’m all good now.